My Mother

My Mother MY mother has many children,but my mother has her mind sets and aims rightly at me all times.She likes to blame me for nothing. The very simple reason is because she mixed up her personal affection and feeling toward me. Environment makes in such a way that I have to discharge my duty toward those surrounding me.Often in return I'm not reserved of what I'm supposed.But trouble keep on besetting me from surrounding.In her eye,I'm in great suffering. Pain sticking in her heart.Seeing the misfortune of my life,beseted by her love at her wits end,she could only blame me for what I done. I saw her,breathlessly blaming me in her old ages,and what she blamed are all in turmoil...... Whatever right or wrong she blamed is not the matter.But I'm sad...I sad to have her involved...I touch to have her blamed(Love).... In her eye,I'm a special people in her family - A helpless,A suffering being since teens. In such environment that I'm an elder son,a breadwinner for family of eight. In her eye of my mother,I'm the one indeed of help from heaven.But I in fate no reserve myself anything in return.I'm grateful and thankful for her blames(Love). In my countless of rebirths,all parents have given me their loves could be like her. Whenever it arises of those parental loves in my heart,I'm touched and aware the existence of all my dear parents's love..What more do I need to have?Beneath under the sky,I need nothing - I don't need anything on earth.All things on earth are not longer important to me.Whatever the personal affection or any failure,mishap in life,those are defilements of delusion by environment and the Karma caused.What I have of what I had are those who do not understand - The forever and the deathless of my parental love,that those countless parents have given and infused.This is an immense love towards all beings. This is the calling of all parental loves that awake my immense love - This is the result of all loves keep on pushing behind,till I recognize it - I found it. I gotten it - The reality,suffice whatever,uni in oneness,supreme whatever in completeness - Our Real State Of Nature - Have you ever seen this place? can you recognize this place? This is the place where we from - Our Home. With this immense love enable me to understand the Buddha Teaching - The Sacred,Supreme,Unsurpassed . Although the Enlightenment far away from me,but I would like to take this opportunity to express my sincere gratitude to those who ever help me and family in one way or other when time of our difficulty. I'm not forget of what people help me in the past.Therefore,I write this article with my purpose of attributing them.May they gain merit,be well and happy.The other purpose is in the hope for those who pursuit the Buddha Teaching,some may find helpful.May all share the merits,free from danger and attain Enlightenment. Hopefully this world we visited,is a place of departure on our journey of enlightenment. May we light up our mind,and light up the mind of others.May they free from suffering... From: A helpless,A suffer being.