Flare Up

As a parents, if they heard that their son is seriously sick,or hurt by someone,his hand broken( eg only) etc.Our minds will flare up to maximum.We feel want to fight,to blow up.Hence our horns grow. Look at this,this is parental love.Our past lives parents planted their mind in our hearts before they past away. Whenever we faced any problem in life.This parental consciousness (angry) will rush up blindly.Wishing to protect us at cost of their lives. Whatever slightest critic or hurt from others.All of their affairs flare up. In meditation.We begin with mindfulness on breath,when the mind sinks,we experience joy.The importance to understand is the way of mind.It sinks to have happiness.Just like our parents sleep peacefully,let not to disturb them. In life,I'm often involved with small little trifles,make them flare up a rang while they' re asleep. In countless of rebirths,I did not realize the existence of parental love in mind.I simply let them involve and suffer. I regret over my cruelty and misdeed.I promise myself not to flare up but to let them rest comfortably,peacefully and happily in the future .I seek their forgiveness and I'll keep watching over my mind for not to make them flare up again and agein. May they be well and happy. Keep watching over our mind.Read and deciphering things within our mind.See the activities of mind making LIKE and DISLIKE.Focus on keeping the mind centered.See how our mind labling things.Till one day we'll understand what things are into the state of mind.It will wander off in various ways in pursuit and stir up.Stay focused on,being aware the mental stability.Not to do anything,but just let the mind stay neutral and equanimous ( equanimity) .Till the wander off and disappear by it self. Keep mind stable within itself.The one who knows,the one who sees,the one realize .